school can be oppresive sometimes.  the thought that one must succeed or else... or else fail at life, i guess.  look left look right.  papers, projects, exams... all flying at me.  juggling becomes an art form.  first this then this.  look here comes something else... thanks for the heads up.  i cannot drop the ball.  that's the idea these next few weeks.  keep up the juggling.  im at the end of my rope but my fingers have become so stiff that i couldn't let go if i wanted to.  juggle the work, pick a major, find a roommate, register for class, chose a meal plan, how am i getting home?  summer job?  and all the things im sure im forgetting... 

...my paper is done. sigh of relief.  one less thing to worry about... the juggling still continues though. 

maybe i put way too much importance on school.  no, im pretty sure i do.  but how can i relax without everything collapsing.  if i miss just one ball, the act is over. 

so, if you have a moment (some of you will and some of you are so busy juggling also that a moment has become an unknown phenomena) please take a sec and pray for me.  i need His help to keep juggling.  im at the end of my rope.  i just need to drop into His arms.